SPECIAL NEEDS

NOBODY TOOK CARE OF MY "SPECIAL NEEDS" FOR ME. I THOUGHT THAT THE RIGHTS OF OWNERSHIP AND THE SAFETY OF A MORTGAGE FREE HOME WOULD MEET MY SPECIAL NEEDS. THESE NEEDS INCLUDE BEING ABLE TO THROTTLE BACK AND DO VERY LITTLE AND CERTAINLY TO NOT HAVE TO HAVE CONFRONTATIONS WITH POLICE UNTIL I WAS BETTER AGAIN FROM MY VIRTUAL  PARALYSIS OR TONIC IMMOBILITY OR   

SHELL SHOCK LIFE

I CAN BE IN A STATE 

OF VIRTUAL PARAL-

ASIS AND I WILL 

HAVE TO GET TO MY

FEET TO DEAL WITH

THIS BULLSHIT! 

I REALLY THOUGHT 

I HAD BOUGHT MY 

LAND WHICH WHEN 

I WAS ON IT WOULD 

GUARANTEE THAT 

THIS COULD NOT 

HAPPEN WITHOUT 

MY APPEARING, AT 

LEAST, TO COMMIT 

AN INDICTABLE 

OFFENCE WHICH I 

WOULD NEVER LET 

HAPPEN. 

THERE HAS NEVER 

BEEN EVEN THE 

APPEARANCE OF  

MY COMMITTING 

AN INDICTABLE  

OFFENCE IN FORTY-

FIVE YEARS AND I 


HAVE BEEN RAIDED 

AND HOME INVADED

AGAIN AND AGAIN.